The Underdog

Been there done that, bills never seem to go away its a part of life, thankful I do not allow it to burden me and paralyze my life.  Rent late, robbing Paula to pay Peggy, welfare, nothing to celebrate, writing checks with double zero in the bank, collection calls and manipulating on how your going to pay the bills and get food on the table.  The system is strangling people pushing and shoving you to react in a negative way, depression and chemical reaction to escape it all.   I had to love and care for myself through my struggles.  Pray worked for me it will bring about a change as you surrender all those struggles and let them work itself out.  I no longer feel like the underdog even though the problems still exist, I'm more then a conqueror.